Through My Window

Don't you ever feel regret of what have been done. Sometimes it is suppose to happen just like that. You, people out there please be thankful to God for what you have right now. It doesn't matter to show it to others if it is good to share. But, people always mistaken between share and show-off. Well, sometimes not everybody is comfortable with good achievement of other. Have you ever heard that before? Most of us don't like this type of person because they assume that this person is arrogant. But sometimes, actually these showy people sometimes remind us of our few achievements. That is why people who feel their action will straightly shows jerk face and unhappy. HAHAA! From the outside the showy people appear to be happy. It can be jealousy. If you get jealous of someone, do not put a revenge of your emotion to him/her. You have to deal it with yourself. Why? You need to ask yourself the way you feel first. It is you who does not comfortable with your own living. So...

SOMEONE TO HUG WHEN SOMEONE CAN'T BE THERE SOMEONE TO TALK WHEN SOMEONE CHOOSE TO BE BUSY SOMEONE TO TAKE CARE NO MORE! :(  TEARS DRIPPING :'( ' ' ' :'(

KEEP  ON  HURTING ME CAUSE MY HEART USED  TO IT

I'm at home.. 5 days at home already. Enough for rest i guess. I'm having my semester break for 1 month. Actually i just finished my final year examination. So, its kinda dusty and webby here, on my blog. The examinations were ok for some subjects but not quite well, i guess, for 1 subject. Hmm....why i feel not confident when i answering the exam ques of design subject???? Urgghhhh!!! Is this a karma or my stupidness?? I think both -.-" MAYBE..duh~! What ever it is, i must not think about what i've done on past. Cause now is my semester break holidays. Still got 1 more semester to complete my Degree of Civil Engineering (hons).  Its evening already. Laying on my comfy bed with purple wall is damn nice and with the weather outside is just nice. Windy and gl0omy...hehee.. Bored somehow. BUT pleaseeeeee...DONT RAIN!!! pleaseeeeee~~~~ Cause i need to do my final year project this thursday. Why?? Because i need to collect some peat soil samples and it is not good w...

So much thing happen nowadays. Its like that I don't have enough time to update my blog.. Something that we don’t even think to happen might be happen. Whether we like it or not.   Not all people can understand us. Yah! But I don’t need people to understand me at all. Cause I know, no one can understand me very well except myself. Eventough people cannot understand me, but please mind your words and take a good care of it. It doesn’t matter who or where we at. Although how much we love someone, sometimes we cannot own them.  But at least please appreciate the past you have done together. People just know how to say n know how to do.. but in heart we really don’t know what they really say. Sometime we, ourself know that whether it is true or not or sincere or whatever.... You don't have to hurt someone if you are the one who is hurting right now. People can easily get hurt with small things.You should think first before you act. Truly, I really don’t know what i...

Sometimes the situation isn't right eventh0ugh you wanna do that thing. Sometimes we really wanna do that thing but not everyb0dy want to do it. Cause sometimes everything is not possible... So, what to do??? Leggo!

Exams Off Lets partayyyyyy... Finally im free fr0m examinati0ns. Overall, the examinations were ok. AWESOMEeee!!!. Opppsss! kinda~~ not for last paper.. The Concrete Design was not so go0d. -.-" *tears dr0p* Like not s0ooo okay.. *hmm..bior lah..yg penting i dh study ok..giler2 punye study okeh!* It's up to Him.. like damn f0cus study..weee~ Well, at least i do something and try my best right..better than n0thing or cheating. This semester gave me lots of experiences. Experience with peeps and friends. They taught me many things. Some peeps thats is real and not. Actually, i have no rights to say who is real and wh0's not the real one. But i just be friends with everyone. Maybe some people misjudge me..Nevermind. Like i just knew who she/he really are... You made my eyes wide open. Seriously.. Dont be fake. Well, when i know that i will accept it. In this world, we must learn how to accept things eventhough it is the thing that we hate most. I never try to take s0...

Just updated new songs in my blog favorite songs of me..*kinda* ^^, 1. thousand years 2. it will rain 3. i'll remember you 4. your guardian angel <3 p/s: for YOU with love <3 ;)

Be happy even you are pain inside The curve can straight all paths :) :) ;) Salam Eid-Adha to all moslem around the world! May all in peace -God Bless You-

My life would never be the same..... People changed So dont trust anyone n always get prepared I changed but i will always be myself SO....Lets welc0me to my siLLy life!!! XOXO

Peace may be upon you Angry birds. Kinda fun game.. At 1st im kinda addicted to this game. It is an easy game and i already finished all levels required. Just see the red face of the bird. Its already show the anger. Hmm this game is very enjoy to play. And u know what, when i started playing this game it is kinda hard to stop.. Hahaa! Actually this game succeed to build anger in me...yearrrrgghhh!! A.N.G.E.R or A.N.G.R.Y Everybody can be angry. Everybody has the emotion of anger. Why can this happen?? This is because when there is an uncomfortable situation that we didn't like and most hated happened. When people gets angry they tend to do stuffs that will make them ...

No words to say BUSY!! BUSY!! BUSY!! BUSY!! Just only know that word..B.U.S.Y BUSY!!!! No idea to update cause my mind full of 'THAT' word..BUSYYYYY Sometimes i hope that i can control everything in this world But, actually the more i try the more busier i am So, the conclusion is..i just go with the flow and follow the rhythm Let it happen No regrets But i will NEVER GIVE UP and i will try to ACCEPT what i will receive and already received GOD always with me :) :) :) Till then..>> I WILL BE BACK SOON!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR...ENJOY THE PROSPERITY OF THIS YEAR! Such a c0ld day n0wadays. Rain p0ur..rain p0ur!! huhu ... *typing while shivering* My activities are all in co0l mood. Maybe the effect fr0m the weather..XD XD Actually its kinda small small stuffs need to be d0ne. But, y0u know that the small stuff if we gather all c0uld be the BIGGEST STUFF...ouwhh damn lah. The time n0w shows that it 11.26am. Well the cold weather make me lil bit lazy..LAZY? Lazy to wake up then i will lazy to go bath..haha!!! *wth* AfternoOn later, i will go back home. Yeahhhh! Enj0ying Chinese New Year holidays. Oh ya! To all my friends who celebrate Chinese New Year just wanna wish HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR and this new year may bring the g0od pr0sperity.. :) Cant wait to get ang pau and mandarin orange..hihihii~ ********************************* Hmm..yesterday was my shame-est day ever. Arggghhhh!!! Uhhh..i really can't take it. It suddenly happened. ON THE BUS!! DAMNNN! You wanna kn0w why? i...

i got my own step s0 if y0u c0uldn't f0llow MY STEP, get off me!! cause i am wh0 i am i always remember what my grandma said ..."treat pe0ple with nice but if they do bad things to you just f0rget it".. BUT my aunt said "its very useless if you be nice to pe0ple cause someday they sure f0rget it".. i said "i'll try to treat people well and don't really care if they turn to be bad or good"

How do you kn0w if your b0dy getting m0re expand than bef0re: Case#1 when u feel that y0ur body just like the baLLOn size.. expand and getting expanding Case#2 y0ur clothes seems like getting smaller but actually y0u are getting bigger Case#3 when u keep on eating and can't stOp...but really wanna do t0 stop Case#4 you tend to feel hungry and want some f0Od Case#5 y0ur tummy kinda buncit than bef0re...haaa Case#6 a lil bit lazy t0 study and dreaming a l0t... XD Case#7 when pe0ple notice that y0u are getting bigger Case#8 Pe0ple start calling you with the-crazy-fat name Case#9 when y0u, y0urself, find out that u must put on DIET immedietly! Excersise!! Case#10 no eating rice and more eat fruits and vegetables =.=" Urrgghhhhh....

Sometimes what we plan d0 not work at all S0metimes what i had learned i can't remember at all... So0ooooo??? *dripping of tears* ' ' ' '

flu..flu..flu why must i get it???? urghh! YucKkksss!!! very uncoOL...! flu makes me feel very unc0mfortable HELP MEEEE....~~~

Listen with yOur eyes... Watch with yOur ears..... Feel with yOur mind........ Imagine with yOur heart......

What a busy week.. n0 time to update my bl0g..n my bl0g became webby web as spider web hahaha.. ;P Well, as y0u kn0w, n0w, i'm doing my industrial training f0r only 2 m0nth 6 days This is the 7th day of my practical At first, i felt awkward and uneasy to fit myself with the company BUT, i can manage it with goOd condition.. Actually it is quite interesting and fun to be part of the staff in that company... I had learned so many new things eventhOugh i've been there for juz 7 days All the staffs are really nice n also the Boss too...hehe My boss is an easy-going person , strict, n VERY conscientious at w0rk...HUhh~ But, i don't care...It shows our commitment to our work..right?? Yupp!! Site visit, doing method statements, complete my l0g book and others are things i do during the practical... So i don't feel bOred! Its been a long time i didn't sleep late and wake up late..hehee~ Usually i will wake up early morning at 6.30 a.m and sleep ar0und 11.30 p.m Wo...

How come so many reports have to be d0ne on time!! And, actually i 'm juz like a blind pers0n that has lOst his tongkat ... Under pressure duhh~ My life is very busy with rep0rts Everyday i have to see that creepy meepy repOrt stuffs, papers and all lah! With that i, thank u...!!!!!!!!!!!!! p/s: i'll try to seacrh the best st0ry of my life