Through My Window

I spent close to 5 years of my career by working mostly in corporate Malaysia. The corporate world is tough, mean, demanding, and rewarding. It's a pathway for not many people especially in this era filled with start ups, SMEs and family businesses. Corporate giants especially the muti-national & international companies and also the public listed are just peculiar breeds. Here are the harsh lessons the corporate world has taught me. The main thing is, you must work as perfectly as possible. The flaws even a tiny flaw that you've done will give a big impact. I started my career with local Malaysian company after graduated my study. Luckily i got the job of my dream. I am passionate with my job and i'm happy with it. I'm eager to learn new things and excited to experience the new world. I took all the opportunity in front of me without any hesitation, without looking back and without worry about the gender. Basically, i've got another job offer from multi-national...

Life will get busier than ever. Everybody has their own responsibility and commitment in life. The purpose of life is to survive in life and keep on going. For that, we must always get ready to face life and future. We will never know our future but can prepare the coming, as long as we keep on moving, ready and never give up. Sometimes, we feel like there are tonne of commitment that we held and hold. Sometimes we feel like we can't cope all of those things. Then, there is a small voice inside our head talk to us to stay on track that we've choose, never turn back and excell!! Because you need to face lots of bumpy roads along the journey to reach a beautiful destination. That's life... treasure every moment because it counts.  Likewise, my PE report for the second year is done and been endorsed well by Institute of Engineers Malaysia (IEM).  I'm feeling much grateful that they've approved my training report because obviously it is kinda hard for our traing rep...

Before the 2017 comes to an end, I would like to share few things first. This year (2017) teached me a lot. There were a lot of things happened in this year that made me grows and be more matured. I've tried many new things. The biggest achievement for me in 2017: - i am an Ir. candidate or known as Professional Engineer - i already completed and succeed to finish my project at Danga Bay under the development of Country Garden Danga Bay for high rise building construction - i'm a businesswoman - i've owned a company and i'm the CEO of SHM FUTURE RESOURCES - i got new position in the company that i'm working right now in a new construction project at Central Park, JB - my own company entitled a new project under Green Urban Development Sdn. Bhd. at BOTANIKA, JB for high rise building (apartment with 42 floors) Sometimes i don't even know how to describe them. But the best thing is i'd never regret what i did and i'm happy with what i've do...

Literally, today is such a good day. Good day for everything eventhough it was kinda feel exhausted. Feeling exhausted can give you a tired, sleepy and can't think properly. Somehow, the proper way to get rid of this kind of situation is to do something that can cheer you up or hype. What is the thing that can make me feels those kinda feeling? The best feeling is to know that i have completed what i've desired and wanted to. I always wanted to run my own business since i was an engineering student. I like to see other people can manage their own business and be successfull with it. Success is very hard to get without sacrifice. I sacrificed most of my time and weekend to get this! Finally i have my own company! Not a massive company, but a kick start to have a future massive company! Practically it is a business that is based on my own idea. The idea came up when i start working in the China construction and i admired all the subcons and other workers that can manage...

Happy November to all! I would like to take this opportunity to say a few words. Or maybe alot of words. Much words. It seems like i didn't always update my activities or my recent life in this blog anymore. Why?? Yeah i know that some of my readers, silent readers and stalkers would think that i already forget about this blog. Sorry guys, you are wrong. I never forget the things that i've started. I'm not that kind of person. Sometimes, we as a human needs time to upgrade and be busy about ourselves. But, people out there always misjudged us. People tend to think about what they think about that individual. The point is, we should not easily judge or point ohers with what we're thinking. Alright then. I think it is enough with the awkward introduction. i guess :D I don't want to make my readers, silent readers or stalkers bored with the talks. HAHAA..yeah my life is kinda busy lately with job, workers, penpals, friends and many more. I'm sure your eyes will...

Busy month! catch up later...xoxo ;) - Degree's Convocation day - Job at the famous O&G company - Master Research - Research Project WELCOME OCTOBER!!

  This is what consultant company usually do Normally people say that doing internship in consultant company kinda easy and didnt have lots of works Hell noh..na'ah!! -.-" Maybe you did not ch0ose the right company lah dude..aiyaaaa~ that's why you said so Sometimes, in some situation you must face it first before judge it Use your brain first before split it out fr0m your mouth..shame on you~ lalalalaala~~ No matter how damn dumbness or damn genius you are..ok! GOD already gave you a brain, so consider to use it well It is not a DRAIN ...hahahh!~ *************************************************** Yeahhh..!!  Those above are just comercial break oh0kayyyyy So, do not make any controvercy or what so ever of what i've sp0ken hihihiii... *buat muke x bersalah :))))* I will say what i wanna say and whenever i wanna say if i feel that i need to say..cause i just say it right yah it's sound cliche~ :D Lets forget...

Action speak l0uder than words It is an ordinary quote I want something extraordinary So i choose  'a picture speak a thousand words' It is more suitable for me..why??? Because.....a picture shows a project that i've done! Many days and weeks i've tried to finish those projects Huhh! What a relief *sort of* What a nice m0ment yaw!! For your information, ive already organize them in oder..from latest to oldest yeahhh..i guess -.-" Damn headache and backpain..morning till evening i will be sitting in front of a c0mputer I think my eyes getting more dim o.O *tingt0ng* I did drawing, designing, drawing, detailing, designing, drawing, detailing... I feel like i didnt come for internship This is more than that... My life is about AutoCAD Why i said that? This is because, everytime i touch my laptop or mouse or my keyboard, it is habitual to react just like im using the AutoCAD *autocad dh sebati dalam diri ke?* wtcad! hahaha.. X...

These were the things that i've completed for this 3 days of the sec0nd week of my internship. Huhh!! Nothing else can describe.. o.O argghh..back pain already sitting in fr0nt of computer for a wh0le day...m0rning till evening i'm using the AutoCAD 2012 .. bef0re this, i admit that i am not so master using autoCAD but n0w...hahahh! fr0m ZERO to HERO still cant believed it yaw! I DID THESE MY OWNSELF OK!! *poyooo la tuh* PROJECT:  102 UNIT OF TERRACED HOUSES (CITRINE TYPE) AT BANDAR PUTERA INDAH, MUKIM LINAU, DAERAH BATU PAHAT, JOHOR - checking - editing - correcting - designing Foundation Plan  Column Details  Beam Details   Slab Details This is just some part of the drawing s. So, what do u think and feel ab0utmy internship?? is it damn busy or b0ring? My answer is I AM FULLY ENJOYED  with these works I want it m0re and more and MOREEEE!!! My internship is damn GREAT Okay...Im do...

Exhausted Fully exhausted.. BUT enj0yed! ^^, It has been 3 days of my internship I never get really b0red or etc..hihii Got lots of w0rk to do and need to be d0ne Its splendid.. :)) well, engineer right..yeahh! For this 3 days what did i do? - using ESTEEM 8.0.549.0 (installed) - design in AutoCAD 2012..the latest! (installed) - introduction of ORION (didn't install) * never used it before in my life...Orion is more advanced than Esteem 8...special f0r curve beams and etc..awes0me yaw!!!*  - plan checking for RC Plan and Infra & Structure Plan - Plan col0uring Esteem 8.0.549.0 AutoCAD 2012..easy peasy la~~   My name..my name.. . i did it!! (HAJAR) -SERVER 2011 p/s: wanna do m0re... nyumm!! ;)

Well hello there w0rld!! I'm at h0me..Just finished my final examination. It is the end of 3rd year civil engineering student. So life will be much different. For your information, 22nd June 2012 was my last paper of 3rd year student. Kinda excited because the final year getting closer day by day but also nervous. Why leyy?? Because it might be the end of being a civil engineering student. I guess -.-" hahahh! But maybe i'm l0oking forward for Master of Civil Engineering..s0on guys! ;) Cuz i w0uld like to have an experience being an engineer first. Engineer is what i dream since i was a little kid.. When my father asked me, "what is y0ur ambition, dear?" then i said; "an engineer baba" *excited* :D So i think my wish came true...Thanks for all the support fam! xoxo.. Alright, lets straight to the point. Actually i just came back from KL and Kajang yesterday. We went there for 2 days. Spending some time with my relatives and family. It was awe...

Day without sunlight is nOthing Night withOut star is missing People without love is wasting Time without a seconds is sOmething... Me with0ut bLog is lOosing...loose?? lOose weight?? lalala~ gain weight!! XD Okayy..straight to the pOint LI NO MORE INDUSTRIAL TRAINNING NO MORE BUHBYEE~~!! ;P It is the end of chapter of being a civil engineering diplOma student Now, waiting fOr the convOcatiOn day..end of OCTOBER! Yeahhh2!! Well, a lot of sweet , yuCkkss and preciOus mOment i get to be a trainnee Never fOrget that moment Actually, i'm a lil bit 'heart heavy' (berat hati).. lalala~ when i walk away frOm CLSB Yup..of course i can't wait to end this LI but i'll gonna miss what they taught and advised me Especially to my bOss.. Lots of knOwledges and experiences i got frOm him And not forgotten to the staffs and my supervisOr i will use my exprience and knowledge i get for my jOurney soOn..oppss!..frOm now onwards Being a trainnee there is sOoo great! Thanks to aLL that...

Time is preciOus Everything we do because of time Time will determine our journey Just like couple hours juz n0w..i'm kinda busy with my works After reached office, i have to prepare myself to get ready to work Today, quite lots of work have to be done And i was like insane ..! hahaa~ Kind of dying with 'the' work man 1st==> i must complete the monthly progress report 2nd==> filling works experience recOrd's form 3rd==>completing the Health & Safety Workers's repOrt 4th==> went to constructiOn site to see the arrival of interlocking-blOck 5th==> anOther site visit to shOw the locatiOn of Banang River road upgrading 5km long 6th==> continue doing the monthly progress repOrt Huhh...at last, all the jobs D.O.N.E!!! Yeahhhh...! Today, i went back home a lil bit late because of the busiement thingy (what kind of wordy mo0dy wOrd is this??..me knOws~~) TomorrOw gonna be the judgment day..haha..The ISO consultant will come and check the progress r...

Scaryyyy!!! Terrifying!!! Amazed!! Stunning!!! Screaminggggg!!!~~ Excellent..!!! wOnderfull!! Excitment!! crazzyyyy!!!... the 1st day at site S0, this is what happen HUhhh! I must climb up to the f0urth fl0or using this thing name scaffOld ladder... Imagined that..!!

I'm exhausted Today is the first day of my industrial training It was a lil bit b0red...no exciting w0rk to do while in office i was just l0oking at some pictures of site pr0jects and i learned something new t0day.... Ok fine..i als0 got some input actually, about c0nstruction pr0jects Huh! go merry-gO-rOund in that office cause i'm kinda bOred babe Maybe that's why i felt so exhausted! Tomorrow i 'm g0ing to constructiOn site... 1 day at site cOnstruction...n very sure i will gonna faint Alright, write soOn...~