Through My Window

Is it necessary to talk rough to a girl?? What on earth are u thinking? When you talk bad to a girl that's how she will treat you. That is so true. Majority a girl acts inappropiate to a guy because of the guy himself. Hey! If you want a nice and soft spoken girl, you as a guy should treat a girl well. How come a girl want to respect a boy if the boy has no respect at all?? What are you thinking guys? Do you think that it is cool to act that way? For your information, girls love an appropiate guys who knows how to respect a girl, soft spoken, nice but firm and confident. I really can't understand why a boy couldnt talk nicely to a girl. Hey guys, what happen to your attitude? Are you in trouble? Did you forget to take your medicine? Yeah, i really can't accept when a guy talk bad to a girl. I just couldn't! Well, everyday i'm working surrounded by men. So can you imagine? It is normal to talk rough when working in a site construction, especially when you ha...

Showing off.... For me that is not my style. I am unspoken type when i did something big to myself. I'm not rather telling people of what i am,who i am or what i currently do than being cool and easy of what i have had. That is me. Why?... Because nowadays, some people might take advantage to comment or condemn us if we have something good in our ownself. They will take it as a main point to judge us based on what we have or hold. Just imagine, if you ask a fish to climb a tree, it will felt stupid for the entire life. So, do judge people based on their capability and speciality. But.... If someone trigger me without knowing me and my capabilities, then it is such a shame. Don't judge a book by its cover. Actually, you don't even know who i was. I'm waiting for the perfect time to make you realise that you are absolutely wrong in every angle. Just wait and please open your eyes big enough.

I know you will be reading this and this is for YOU. P/S: Sorry for the unpleasant sentances. This is for certain people only.  This message is for the person out there who are actually questioning about my travels. For your information, my money is not your money. And you have no right to question about it. I know that you are extremely "care" about me. Or should i say it as "non of your business" #jealousyalert Huhh! *eyes rolled* I already settled all my studies loan after i finished my diploma and bachelor degree. I already settled the "PTPTN" very longggg timeee agoooo...ages ago. Besides that, i also did my Master's (Research) on FULL scholarship. SO I AM FREE FROM ANY DEBT...except for my car loan and will be finished in 3 years. Please focus on your own life rather than people's life!! Put it in your brain that i will keep on exploring around the world until i'm tired. You can back off! Dot!  . . . . . *breath calmly...........

I always love you no matter what happen No matter how big the trouble is No matter what bad things may come Even if we fight Always remember the love How many times we spend time together Challenges that we've faced together Hard times Tough times Think about the happiness that we have enjoyed Beautiful things that we did Sweet moment that we've walked together during old times Crazy things that we've done Most of the time i am so happy to be with you Eventhough a silent with you makes me happy As long as you're with me Silent or loud not a problem

Words after words Arguments Fights Tears Heart pain heart burn headache I cant go i cant carry on with love What is love? Love is sweet. Really sweet. Truely I only feel the love and then vanish The vanish makes my stomach feel uncomfortable Hurt and emptyness no more Zero gravity I cant feel anything after it Keeping close to my heart is family and job Besides, i didnt feel lonely, right? I'm okay now :)

From far

I've got so many things to do for a year with you.. But not all that we've planned we will succeed. God already has planned. Like right now. Just a lil ask can change everything. It seems like i didn't expect that it will turned into this. Maybe it's a fate. I have to accept and live with it. But i feel like i can already accept it. It's such a suprise. Cause i thought that i'm not strong enough. I don't know where i get that strength. Finally you can make your own move without any interference. Don't get me wrong. You're the free-willy now.  Every moment can be a memory or temporary cause it is you the only one who can choose. Maybe god already give me a path to choose. I need to learn between the memory, temporary, fantasy n reality. But for me, those things are the things that bring me alive n bring me to u. I really don't care for whatever happen. Life is how you manage and understand the meaning of live. Life is not a competition. But a l...

 TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY AUGUST 5TH 2013 ON 27th OF RAMADHAN THE UNFORGETTABLE BIRTHDAY EVER!! RECEIVED WONDERFUL SUPRISES MEANINGFUL WISHES MUCH MUCH LOVE ALL THANKS FOR BEING THERE, HERE, ANYWHERE AND EVERYWHERE FOR ME

Like we used to know, God will give a beautiful rainbow after having heavy rain pour. Human...we always forget to be thankful to God or to people that bring us colours. Cause we never feel enough for what we've had. I am just a complicated girl and a teenager who still need some knowledge to lead my life for the better future. I surrounded myself with cool and loving people for years. People who willing to teach me and show me the true definition of life. I want to live. I want to play. I want to be happy. I want to know everything. The most precious thing is I want to get what i want. But life's involving everything right The decision that we want to make will involve others too Thought that the day will be shinning till evening, apparently rain out in the afternoon That is how we have to deal with life cause anything can happen One day, i'm not even sure what happened But everything just changed Didn't mean to be sad Didn't mean to cry Didn...

Just a quick and sh0rt update  from a busy final year  civil engineer student  with t0nnes of w0rks n projects plus FINAL YEAR PROJECT (FYP) I LOVE My BLOG My LIFE My FAMILY  My RELATIONSHIP The best relationship is when you can act like lovers and best friends at the same time ;) :) xoxo

Supp0sed that you should mind your own business. People out there keep saying things that they've thought in their mind about others. It looks like they really don't kn0w what to do to enj0y their life because busy watching others rather then themselves. Pity on them... Let me sh0w you how to enjoy laa -.-" You are wasting your precious time la peeps.  Actually what on earth they're d0ing? -.-" Feel like this kind of people want to spread some issue to others or maybe because of this attitude they feel that forsure they will be famous or known well..  Your talk are actually annoying someh0w. Some people feel pleased to listen from you.  But maybe people who usually listen to you are just like you. You d0n't have to pretend that nothing's going on. Nothing wouldn't be nothing if nothing is something...hahaa..ok this is weird ;)) Let me explain. Emmm...ok, if nothing happen in your life, something is going on..You Are SOoooo Dull..duhh!! So, ...

Life's aint easy. Crucial paths we need to get through. Some road that we choose is not the best road that we think. The road that we seen sometimes is not as good as what we saw. We used to choose the short road rather than long road. Forsure, it is the human behavior to choose the easy one. So, the long road will be dead and full of sadness. Then, we might think that, the long road is weird, haunted and dangerous. Full of badness. But actually, there are not many people who willing and brave to discover it. They didn't see that it is a nice view and wonderful exploration if they took this road. Full of experiences to be made. We always pray to have a long life.. So why not if we take the long road to fill our emptyness in life and explore new things new world that we havent seen before. Maybe while we on our j0urney to the d estination we can see many things and learn many things. Open your eyes widely and see around you. One day you will regret when your eyes closed an...

Yah, somehow its kinda true..gurls are attracted to bad guys. hahaha..funny3x ^^, Nice guys finish last that’s why I’ll treat you like trash It’s not what I really want to do but you only date bad guys so I’ll give him my best try To treat you the way you want me to I never open the door or pull out a chair You can tell me how your day was but I don’t really care and if you ever get cold, you’ll just have to hack it cause I’d be cold too if I gave you my jacket like whoa! you ain’t sitting up front front is for the homies you can sit in the trunk I never answer my phone whenever you call it and when the waiter brings out the bill, I never reach for my wallet Nice guys finish last that’s why I’ll treat you like trash It’s not what I really want to do but you only date bad guys so I’ll give him my best try To treat you the way you want me to and Imma beat you in every competition going out with the girls you better get my permissi...

Just give them a chance..when God willings. I think everybody deserve for second chance. Human has been given chance in their life.. So why not if they use it. Is it hard for u to give a chance to them? Oh ya..by the way..who are u for not giving them a chance? You're also just a human being okayyy~ Get it there?? Huhh... I'm sure u also get your own chance rite. Everybody has chances to live. It d0esnt matter if they are good or bad.. Cause pe0ple said no one is perfect. Hmm but i think we can make ourselves perfect..isnt it..hahah! Well, everything is not impossible. You dont have to show y0ur goodness to pe0ple. Cause pe0ple can see and judge what you did.. Just take care of yourself first. God gave us brain to think, solve pr0blem, and make decision. I think you have it too rite..The Brain. Right?? :)) We came to this world as a human. So, what is human duties? Forsure, to protect the WORLD, make ourselves valuable and live for happiness. Thanks to God..always. :) I ...

I do have l0ts of friends So n0w i would like to write ab0ut F.R.I.E.N.D.S friends like these friends Sometimes people feel alone and find at least a friend to blow away the l0neliness Sometimes people using their friends to do something Sometimes people th0ught friends can come and go like they want Sometimes people will forget their friends Sometimes pe0ple actually DO forget their friends Sometimes people want to make friend with their friend's friends because of envy or jel0usy of their friends Sometimes they make fun of their friends BUT...nowadays, there is no word of sometimes..For me it abs0lutely will happen.. FRIENDS are something special that we have Everybody needs friends Friend inneed is a friend indeed People who love their friends will never force their friends to do what they say A friend will make other friend happy A friend will always there when a friend inneed We do everything together be fun together and feel like the wh0le world are ours W...

BAD NEWS!! The trip is cancel No trip for this week what the... The confirmation from HEP is very very slOoowww~ So, enj0y this week as usual *sigh*

UrgghHhh!!! Is it hard f0r pe0ple to understand us??? WHY!!!!! WHY????? Very fed uP with aLL this issue.. Arghhh! I WANNA SCREAM OUT LOUD HERE!! CAN I...hmmm..~ Hey u ouT there! get OUT!! GET OUT!! get oUT!!! ..hOw cOme u couldn't understand wuT i'm saying braDa!! Funky oFF!!!. .ciSSS~ hOw many thOusand biLLion times must i said..huhhh!! sO pathetic u damn! PLEASEEEEEE GOOOOO AWAYYYYYYY..... OMGGGGG!!!! huhhh..!!!! juz listen t0 wuT i said la..Pleaseeeee try t0 understand people arOund u.. c0me on bradA~ This is my finaL decisi0n! U SENGAALL. Juz STAY AWAY FROM ME ..urgGHhh! AND u knOw what..the very Very mOst i appreciate u then..hUH~

aiyOo..!!~ today so many things happened. The story begin when i juz woke up about 9.25 a.m. Actually, i'd set my alarm around 8.50 a.m. But suddenly i realised that i'm late. Huh! Hmm...why people easily forget what we have done give in helping listening n done gud things to them. I can feel them... but can they do the same thing? For sure the answer NO!! People juz say oh!...thank god u're here, whOa..thanks a lOt! i appreciate it...n bla..bla..bla... But do they meant it?? I don't nOe the answer. But i'm hoping for the best thing to happen. Wanna let it out, to say that i like to help people, sumtimes i dunt care if the people that i gonna help try to take advantage of my kindhearted attitude...hmm let it be~ BUT!!!!...do nOt make an exploitation from my gratitude. U can get hurt soOn... Juz wanna remind bebeh!