Through My Window

A man must be brave enough to express his feeling A man cannot afraid to say what he wanna say A man should have guts to make the first move and first talk The definition of a man? What can a woman describe about a man? Every woman wants a man who is brave and confident to say what  he wanna say To make the first move To express his first emotion or feeling towards a woman A man that can put aside his ego or arrogant A man that can respect a  woman feelings without any hesitation or curiosity Is it hard to find a man that can do a surprise or first move in anything? What is man afraid of? What is man waiting for? Why his full of ego to say any first word? What's the problem? A woman need a man that is brave, strong, confident and believe in himself that he can do anything eventhough it is impossible to do because sometimes we need to see his effort and love Most of 21st century man would like a woman that can make a first move (independent) First move is diffe...

Literally, today is such a good day. Good day for everything eventhough it was kinda feel exhausted. Feeling exhausted can give you a tired, sleepy and can't think properly. Somehow, the proper way to get rid of this kind of situation is to do something that can cheer you up or hype. What is the thing that can make me feels those kinda feeling? The best feeling is to know that i have completed what i've desired and wanted to. I always wanted to run my own business since i was an engineering student. I like to see other people can manage their own business and be successfull with it. Success is very hard to get without sacrifice. I sacrificed most of my time and weekend to get this! Finally i have my own company! Not a massive company, but a kick start to have a future massive company! Practically it is a business that is based on my own idea. The idea came up when i start working in the China construction and i admired all the subcons and other workers that can manage...

Today is such a beautiful day eventhough it was raining heavily in the afternoon. I am all alone at home because my housemate have went back to her hometown for quite some times. She's on a school holidays because she is a teacher in a private school very near to my rent house.  Nevermind. I can stay alone at home without any problem at all. BUT i dont like to stay alone during raining heavily because that kind of moment is dark, gloomy and the sound of thunder can give me shock or terrified. Today is my fasting day. I fasting because i need to replace the last Ramadhan fasting day. As usual when i do fasting i'm a lottle bit late to get up early in the morning. My routine every morning when i do not go to work is wake up late, laying on the bed while playing my phone and checking emails or read a book. Yes, those are the things that i really like to do. But today is a little different. I guess i'm not too lazy at all. What are things that i do today: - find the toilet...

When you care about someone you can be so protective and somtimes can be over control Caring is showing that you love someone Let him/her do whatever him/her want eventhough sometimes we dont like it Support him/her on anything that him/her likes Do not underestimate his/her thought on some things he/she believes that can be accomplished Dont condemn on anything that he/she told His/her happiness is so important Give him/her strength because you never know sometime you give your love one power to rule the world Smile and be happy to see his/her achivement in life Caring and understanding will give a key to any living things That's all matters

Happy November to all! I would like to take this opportunity to say a few words. Or maybe alot of words. Much words. It seems like i didn't always update my activities or my recent life in this blog anymore. Why?? Yeah i know that some of my readers, silent readers and stalkers would think that i already forget about this blog. Sorry guys, you are wrong. I never forget the things that i've started. I'm not that kind of person. Sometimes, we as a human needs time to upgrade and be busy about ourselves. But, people out there always misjudged us. People tend to think about what they think about that individual. The point is, we should not easily judge or point ohers with what we're thinking. Alright then. I think it is enough with the awkward introduction. i guess :D I don't want to make my readers, silent readers or stalkers bored with the talks. HAHAA..yeah my life is kinda busy lately with job, workers, penpals, friends and many more. I'm sure your eyes will...

I always love you no matter what happen No matter how big the trouble is No matter what bad things may come Even if we fight Always remember the love How many times we spend time together Challenges that we've faced together Hard times Tough times Think about the happiness that we have enjoyed Beautiful things that we did Sweet moment that we've walked together during old times Crazy things that we've done Most of the time i am so happy to be with you Eventhough a silent with you makes me happy As long as you're with me Silent or loud not a problem

Words after words Arguments Fights Tears Heart pain heart burn headache I cant go i cant carry on with love What is love? Love is sweet. Really sweet. Truely I only feel the love and then vanish The vanish makes my stomach feel uncomfortable Hurt and emptyness no more Zero gravity I cant feel anything after it Keeping close to my heart is family and job Besides, i didnt feel lonely, right? I'm okay now :)