Through My Window

I've got so many things to do for a year with you.. But not all that we've planned we will succeed. God already has planned. Like right now. Just a lil ask can change everything. It seems like i didn't expect that it will turned into this. Maybe it's a fate. I have to accept and live with it. But i feel like i can already accept it. It's such a suprise. Cause i thought that i'm not strong enough. I don't know where i get that strength. Finally you can make your own move without any interference. Don't get me wrong. You're the free-willy now.  Every moment can be a memory or temporary cause it is you the only one who can choose. Maybe god already give me a path to choose. I need to learn between the memory, temporary, fantasy n reality. But for me, those things are the things that bring me alive n bring me to u. I really don't care for whatever happen. Life is how you manage and understand the meaning of live. Life is not a competition. But a l...

My eyes kinda itchy lately. Why? I dont know why? Is it allergic or what? Please tell me Need some help or any medication advice/tips Arrghhhhhh...!!! *red eyes*

I'm a bit busy these couple days. Like a week ok.. So, i have not time to update any stories in my blog because my closest cousin's grandfather just passed away. All relatives gathered to prepare kenduri for 7 days 7 nights. Everyone will die soon. But we still need to move on our life like a normal person.  Love eternally! Last afternoon on August 28th was my closest cousin's wedding. This time is for the Groom's side. It was held in JB at Jubli Intan Hall. The theme of the wedding was Vintage Black-n-White. We arrived at 10am and stayed at homestay that have been prepared by the groom. Supposed that the reception started at 1.30pm. We had a convoy there. But, actually my car turned at the wrong way because we were so busy talking and making lots of noises inside the car and didn't see that the others were at the other lane. It seems like there are lots of stories to tell just now, maybe. That's why we need to take another road to reach Jubli Intan Hal...

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Don't you feel happy to see someone else happy? Is it sucks to see someone happy because of something? How do you feel when someone took your happines away? With just a blink. Would you never feel proud to know that someone happy because of you? Would you willing to take someone happiness? Did you never feel regret to know that you've making someone sad? You don't want to fix it? Just let it be. Just let it go. Do you think that someone is strong enough to accept the feeling? Did you feel happy to see someone sad? Is it good to make someone feel unappreciated? Is this what u've learned for these years? Do you wanna make someone feel useless? Is it nice to make someone feel they are nothing? After so much happiness that already had. Don't you have heart? Don't you think? Don't you feel? Don't you happy to see someone happy? Eventhough just for  awhile or a year. Don't you? Don't you? Happiness is not on that moment. Happiness is always. No one o...

Last Saturday and Sunday, i attended my cousin's wedding with family at her house. She's my closest cousin ever. On Saturday was her solemnization while on Sunday was her reception. The wedding was really lovely and nice. She had chosen garden style as her wedding concept. I think, it was sweet, simple and nice. :) Beautiful. I was looking forward to this wedding because she is my closest cousin and just like big sister to me or Kak Yen i should called.  I also get to gather all my relatives thats seems so long never meet. This is the first time in my life to see the real solemnization and the real lafaz akad . Mind blowing. *teruja* I thought that maybe i will missed out to see the akad cause i need to fetch my sister at bus station cause she just came  back from Uitm Melaka. But luckily the solemnization didn't start yet. So, that was the moment i saw and heard the real akad. Sooooo sweet. :))))) We just enjoy every moment of the wedding although i'm pretty dam...

Just a short update cause i'm in a good mood right now To You, I will just laugh if someone want to steal my boyfriend Why? Cause you just don't know what we've been through together :D Wish you luck From: Me