Through My Window

Month: March 2014 This month full of lab testings Dear...Triaxial compression test Ring shear test Direct shear test Moisture content test Everydayyyyyy :-O RECESS is just like my 2nd house The air of that centre is very suit to me Couldn't get rid of peat soil and testings...part of my life This is so ironic...full of melancholy and metaphora Ouuwhhhhh.... Seeking for journals about peat in Malaysia Listed the properties of peat Mister supervisor oh mister supervisor...don't stressed out I'm trying hard to make things done with a proper way Updated the research proposal to pass up to ORICC for end of semester Re-do testing is part of research..patience always in my pocket Uhhhuhhh...patience is the key to success (quote for research student) Give up?? owhhh..there is no time to think of that Strong mind  Strong heart Stayyyy stronggggg! Yeahhh...i like my job HAHAHA...~ *crazy mazy*

Month: February 2014 Time fly like a blink of eye Research testings are still carrying out vigorously Triaxial test is very testing me...could you please be nice to me Almost 3 weeks busy with the triaxial test.. o.O Argghhh..AWKWARD~~~ Research research and research... I couldn't escape with these kind of matter Lab test Soil test... Shear test...stay calm with all of these tests A site visit day to Pontian and Sri Medan..investigate the new peat soil area Site visit to Seri Medan and Parit Sulong while i'm busy doing my specific gravity test All of sudden, supervisor asked me to go for site visit for peat soil area Seri Medan is such a beautiful village...never seen that kind of village like that in my life Very tidy Very neat Very clean A nicee and awesome view Next stop is Parit Sulong..i've been there before Got free food at Parit Sulong ;) A research is a project that usually never been done or a very detail project that n...

Month: January 2014 Research research and research... Done this did that and bla bla bla... Testing is everywhere Ring shear test Direct shear test Triaxial compression test... My legs hurt cause walking everywhere, here and there.. Parit Nipah.. a place where i took or collected my research samples... Peat peat peat...peat is a soils Peat soils...   Lab testing may kinda difficult to understand if the technician also hard to understand to explain Made my own movement to understand and familiar the procedure.. Meeting?? meeting is a routine..sort off..huh~ RECESS Centre is a place where i can called it as my second home..or maybe my home, for this moment Meeting: Conference at Bandung 2014 Bandung, is where Prof.  Dato' Dr. Ismail Bakar, former of UTHM Vice Caunselor asked the research student to present their research at Bandung Conference Meeting again...arrghhh...life's miserable The mind spoke to me...why i must choose to do research? But my hear...

HAPPY 2014! It's 2014! Break the record!..On the 22th of April, is the right time for me to update this blog. Almost fiveeee monthhhhh! This is crazy. I really miss writing and blogging. I miss my bloggggg. Arghhh!!! This is bad. Really really... Ok, enough with anger. Please bring back the mood of blogging *praying* Don't make me stop from blogging. The end of expression of feeling! LOL... ************************************** My life is damn busy. I really have no time to check my blog. But it doesn't mean that i forget about esmeraldacage. I just need the right time to sit down and view my own blog and get some mood to post my story. Almost 5 months back, i am really busy with my research work. Absolutely busy. And some personal matters affecting me t0o. Sort off. :-P Don't worry. Now i already back on track. The past whole 5 months were focused on my research. Master's Research of Civil Engineering . I will tell more about what i had goi...

"When you love a woman, what do you really love in her? It will be different with different people and it will be different at different times. If love really grows, this is the way: first you fall in love with the woman because her body is beautiful. That is the first available beauty - her face, her eyes, her proportion, her elegance, her dancing, pulsating energy. Her body is beautiful. That is  the first approach. You fall in love. Then after a few days you start going deeper into the woman. You start loving her heart. Now a far more beautiful revelation is coming to you. The body becomes secondary; the heart becomes primary. A new vision has arisen, a new peak. If you go on loving the woman, sooner or later you will find there are peaks beyond peaks, depths beyond depths. Then you start loving the soul of the woman. Then it is not only her heart - now that has become secondary. Now it is the very person, the very presence, the very radiance, the aliveness, that unknown ...

Nobody understand the person who always be there for them. Sometimes be ready is such a waste of time because of no sincerity or being forced. Waiting for hours but then.....

Let the pictures speak! ************************************************ My Convocation Day UTHM Day My Bachelor (hons) of Civil Engineering 5th October 2013 Thanks for the: Flowers Cute gift and card Wishing angel Sembonia Disney Mickey n Minnie Mouse  Versace  -luvluv- ******************************************* ANC Award and DEANLIST Award FKAAS Day 2nd October 2013 Deanlist Semester I & II -luvluv- ******************************************** In memory xoxo