Through My Window

"When you love a woman, what do you really love in her? It will be different with different people and it will be different at different times. If love really grows, this is the way: first you fall in love with the woman because her body is beautiful. That is the first available beauty - her face, her eyes, her proportion, her elegance, her dancing, pulsating energy. Her body is beautiful. That is  the first approach. You fall in love. Then after a few days you start going deeper into the woman. You start loving her heart. Now a far more beautiful revelation is coming to you. The body becomes secondary; the heart becomes primary. A new vision has arisen, a new peak. If you go on loving the woman, sooner or later you will find there are peaks beyond peaks, depths beyond depths. Then you start loving the soul of the woman. Then it is not only her heart - now that has become secondary. Now it is the very person, the very presence, the very radiance, the aliveness, that unknown ...

Nobody understand the person who always be there for them. Sometimes be ready is such a waste of time because of no sincerity or being forced. Waiting for hours but then.....

Let the pictures speak! ************************************************ My Convocation Day UTHM Day My Bachelor (hons) of Civil Engineering 5th October 2013 Thanks for the: Flowers Cute gift and card Wishing angel Sembonia Disney Mickey n Minnie Mouse  Versace  -luvluv- ******************************************* ANC Award and DEANLIST Award FKAAS Day 2nd October 2013 Deanlist Semester I & II -luvluv- ******************************************** In memory xoxo

SALAM MAAL HIJRAH SALAM MUHARAM HAPPY NEW YEAR 1435h TO ALL MOSLEMS! MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU ALWAYS

From far

Happy november to everyone. We are in the new month and 2013 is just going to end soon. Time's fly fast, rite. Like a blink an eye. I miss old days. It is true because, i finally realized that wow i didn't update any post in my blog quite along time. Is it? Hold on. Hold on. Don't think that i already forgot about my blog. Nope. Sometimes i always check out and peek-a-boo here. But didn't have time to type on it. No mood. But not lazy.. only think and do the important thing that i have to do, that is my research study. My Master of Research in Civil Engineering stuffs. That's all matter. I've already stated before that i do busy during month of october. I do update some of my daylife stuffs on facebook, instagram and twitter. A lot of things going on last month. I would like to thanks to all who had been involved on those things last month. It doesn't matter if there are no shortage or excess occured last month. I don't like to think much and just for...

The cycle of life Cry better than latent.  Latent increasingly more painful.  Crying is the way to express when mouth cannot speak.

Busy month! catch up later...xoxo ;) - Degree's Convocation day - Job at the famous O&G company - Master Research - Research Project WELCOME OCTOBER!!

I've got so many things to do for a year with you.. But not all that we've planned we will succeed. God already has planned. Like right now. Just a lil ask can change everything. It seems like i didn't expect that it will turned into this. Maybe it's a fate. I have to accept and live with it. But i feel like i can already accept it. It's such a suprise. Cause i thought that i'm not strong enough. I don't know where i get that strength. Finally you can make your own move without any interference. Don't get me wrong. You're the free-willy now.  Every moment can be a memory or temporary cause it is you the only one who can choose. Maybe god already give me a path to choose. I need to learn between the memory, temporary, fantasy n reality. But for me, those things are the things that bring me alive n bring me to u. I really don't care for whatever happen. Life is how you manage and understand the meaning of live. Life is not a competition. But a l...

My eyes kinda itchy lately. Why? I dont know why? Is it allergic or what? Please tell me Need some help or any medication advice/tips Arrghhhhhh...!!! *red eyes*

I'm a bit busy these couple days. Like a week ok.. So, i have not time to update any stories in my blog because my closest cousin's grandfather just passed away. All relatives gathered to prepare kenduri for 7 days 7 nights. Everyone will die soon. But we still need to move on our life like a normal person.  Love eternally! Last afternoon on August 28th was my closest cousin's wedding. This time is for the Groom's side. It was held in JB at Jubli Intan Hall. The theme of the wedding was Vintage Black-n-White. We arrived at 10am and stayed at homestay that have been prepared by the groom. Supposed that the reception started at 1.30pm. We had a convoy there. But, actually my car turned at the wrong way because we were so busy talking and making lots of noises inside the car and didn't see that the others were at the other lane. It seems like there are lots of stories to tell just now, maybe. That's why we need to take another road to reach Jubli Intan Hal...

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Don't you feel happy to see someone else happy? Is it sucks to see someone happy because of something? How do you feel when someone took your happines away? With just a blink. Would you never feel proud to know that someone happy because of you? Would you willing to take someone happiness? Did you never feel regret to know that you've making someone sad? You don't want to fix it? Just let it be. Just let it go. Do you think that someone is strong enough to accept the feeling? Did you feel happy to see someone sad? Is it good to make someone feel unappreciated? Is this what u've learned for these years? Do you wanna make someone feel useless? Is it nice to make someone feel they are nothing? After so much happiness that already had. Don't you have heart? Don't you think? Don't you feel? Don't you happy to see someone happy? Eventhough just for  awhile or a year. Don't you? Don't you? Happiness is not on that moment. Happiness is always. No one o...

Last Saturday and Sunday, i attended my cousin's wedding with family at her house. She's my closest cousin ever. On Saturday was her solemnization while on Sunday was her reception. The wedding was really lovely and nice. She had chosen garden style as her wedding concept. I think, it was sweet, simple and nice. :) Beautiful. I was looking forward to this wedding because she is my closest cousin and just like big sister to me or Kak Yen i should called.  I also get to gather all my relatives thats seems so long never meet. This is the first time in my life to see the real solemnization and the real lafaz akad . Mind blowing. *teruja* I thought that maybe i will missed out to see the akad cause i need to fetch my sister at bus station cause she just came  back from Uitm Melaka. But luckily the solemnization didn't start yet. So, that was the moment i saw and heard the real akad. Sooooo sweet. :))))) We just enjoy every moment of the wedding although i'm pretty dam...

Just a short update cause i'm in a good mood right now To You, I will just laugh if someone want to steal my boyfriend Why? Cause you just don't know what we've been through together :D Wish you luck From: Me

Anyone out there do familiar with these cars? Some may not, i guess Hot stuffs eh! is it?? It is the very hot wheel on the road Its HotWheels!! :D Yeahh! I got HotWheels. Thanks for giving me this smart toys for my present Like it alot! The blacky - Lotus Evora The bluey - Mustang Fastback The greeny - AMC Javelin AMX I know it's a toy. But who cares. It's HotWheels yaw! For me it is not a toy It's a model stuff It's a collection stuff Its mine. Don't be so jealous Booo!!! *muke dengki*

Seems like 2 weeks i didn't update anything in blog. Life been kinda busy with some stuffs. Sorta. :)  First of all, i would like to say that i'm officially a student of Master Research in civil engineering at UTHM. Just for a year to complete my research studies. Dear God, please bless me to be successful on it. Amin!! The first time in my j0urney of fulfill my dreams, i went alone for the registration. No one accompanied me. Im alone, me and myself. At first, it was very very awkward. But when it comes to an end, it was pretty nice. I've managed to control it perfectly without any trouble at all. There are 279 students who hve registered during that day. Congratulations to all Masters and PhDs students.    UTHM's goodies for newbie students. Go Green guys!!! ;P Student card with new background colour. It's green. Go green... Besides that, i'm also preparing for my graduation day. It will be held on 5th, 6th and 7th October 2013. But the a...

WELCOME SEPTEMBER A wise person NEVER create any fight or trouble and easily get mad when got wrong-doings. A wise person will think and talk wisely to make it right. It is clearly shows her manner/attitude. You don't have to be rough to prove anything. You don't have to be an educated people to think wisely. Be smart. God is there. As simple as that. Silent can be too loud. Being serious is way too different with joke. You should understand well. Huh! This simple thoughts are directly by my-own-self. Mine. I run my world. Cause i'm not afraid. Hell Yeahhhh..!  Peace Love Respect